Saturday, April 2, 2016

Do you think my DeanList status comes like miracle?
Like I am a real genius in language that I don't have to study a shit to get 4 flat?

Do you know how worried I am to see degrading score in my CGPA? Do you know how much I strive for accomplish the scholarship requirement? Do you even notice that??
NO!
YOU ONLY NOTICE THE PART WHEN I GAIN MY SUCCESS!

Do you even realize how did I get my 4 flat score? Because I can concentrate in class and study afterwards.
So what happen now? Let me tell you.
I don't have much time like before. Sorry to say but I was expecting those people who complained about me last time to hold the hard position. Then look, you guys know talk talk talk only, don't even know how to work. You think we all born genius ke? We all learn from mistakes la!

Okay, enough expectations from college. Here comes my parents. You expect me can hold much time in business, can concentrate in my study, can also perform in bureau---- and expect me to be as good as ever??
YOU ARE GIVING ME HARD TIME!
ENOUGH WITH ALL COMMITMENTS I HAD TO SPEND! I AM STRUGGLING TO STUDY AT MIDNIGHT AND STRUGGLING WITH EXHAUSTION TOO. You told me to sleep when I have assignments to finish and you expect me to commit with family when I HAVE DEADLINE TO CATCH! INGAT BUAT TOS SENANG KE?! BUAT QUESTIONNAIRE SENANG KE?!
I WAS HUMILIATED INFRONT OF MY CLASSMATES!!!!!!! DOES ANYOEN EVER KNOW THAT?! NO!! YOU JUST KNOW THE PART THAT I AM DOING WELL, I AM COOL, I CAN HANDLE THIS AND THAT AND YES, you can say I am so childish for getting trouble with things like this and you can also say "At least you have parents" "At least you don't have to work part time" Habis tu, natang bisnes tu bukan part time?
Lecturer and parent can say la student so simple, they just concentrate study. Don't be an asshole boleh tak? Cakap tu biar pikir sikit. Kami bukan zaman Mahathir. Kami bukan zaman takde GST. Sardin tin kecil pun RM7 tau. Maggi cup RM3. All of this affecting us...

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