Friday, January 31, 2014


I realize that I have a lot of non-reply messages .
It's not like I want to ignore them. But certain messages are better to leave that way .

What else could summarize my feeling? I miss someone so bad. But I know I cannot talk about him anymore.
It will only hurt me .
Those Gintama family and roleplay whatever . . . it ended on that day . . . the day he gone . . .
I could curse and speak foul towards everything. But things have changed. And that's determination.

But isn't that good?

That I finally grown up to be me.

No longer someone who rely on others. I'm matured person.