Geez . .. I hate the fact that I've grown up . I've reached 20 and I have to find a fix job .
For this meantime , I really have to rushing for curtain order .
What makes you think sewing is easy huh ??
I don't have talent ! Seriously ! And less people know how depressed I am lately .
It's my fault anyway for acting strong and slumber~ geez !
Seriously , I feel regret so much .
Regret for all decisions I made before .
If and only if I choose to pursue my study in STF right after UPSR , without thinking about being bullied , perhaps I can go further now .
If I choose to go studying in technical school , perhaps I can be an engineer now .
Ohwait . I was a Science Engineering student previously ==;
If only I study hard and forget about stuffs .
If only I not indulging myself into my interest .
If only I study , study , study and ignore virtual world . . .
Perhaps I can further my study in Russia . . I've always wanted to be an astronomy , back then .
A detective . Yes . . . but I've forget my dreams . . . in order to keep other's dreams .
And now , I really lose hope with what had happened . Domination . Poker face . Higher up .
I have no one , not a single trustful stranger to tell my problems .
Everyday sewing~ I have less time on my projects~ so I forget MMD . I forget AMV . But have to working on SS . Freaking tired , actually .
Aku terlalu menyukai kehidupan ni . Bebas~ tapi masih dalam lingkungan agama . Cuma aku terlalu menyukai kebebasan ni~
Kadang2 cemburu tengok orang yang bertudung labuh . .. . berpurdah . . . mengaji lancar . Tapi zuhud je .
Aku ni ?
Dah la pakai tudung bawal jarang . Mengaji pun main langgar je idgham sumer . Belajar Syariah pun bukannya top student . Paling penting , x paham satu ape pun !
. . .. . . . . -sighs-
Hidup ni bukannya lama pun .
Aku tau .
Mati tu pasti . Hidup InsyaAllah .
Aku tau .
Tapi , seronok sangat dapat gi karaoke~ shopping ngan kawan2~ beli wishlist items~ Facebook-ing~ bercinta~
Aku tau sumer tu lagha tapi aku teringin sangat !
Budak-budak lain pun pakai tudung , tutup aurat , tapi dorang dapat enjoy sakan ! Kenapa aku tak boleh ?!
Dan sekarang , sungguh sukar untuk aku menjadi hebat cam dulu .
Banyak kejadian yang dah mengingatkan aku bahawa aku dah tersimpang jauh daripada ajaran mama abah .
Dulu aku boleh pertahankan seluruh kelas dengan ilmu2 yang aku ada . Tapi sekarang ?? Macam susah sangat nak ingat balik semua hafazan !
Ya Allah . .. sesungguhnya dunia ni penuh dengan pancaroba . . .
Sekali lagi , aku merindui kehidupan lampauku . .. . . dan terlalu mengasihi nikmat dunia . . . .
But Sorachi does owe us more episodes on Confessional~ Ikumatsu's Father~ Kagura's Boyfriend~ andandand Gender Apocalypse 8DDD
So , I bet that rumour will stay as rumour~
By the way , Gintama The Final Chapter : Yorozuya Forever is mainly about future .
Remember the Timeskip Arc ? It does related~ as far as I concern la . . . well , people have their own opinions and POA so mind to respect nee ^^
Gintama Trailer 2013 Eng sub Kanketsuhen Yorozuya yo Eien Nare
From this trailer , all I can see is the same Timeskip Kagura~ but a bit more serious and sekushii <3 p="">3>
Somehow I started to like Kagura since the Hinowa Arc~! Her past slightly changed my POV on her ^^
Andandand------ I can't believe that the white hair girl is Otae 8
Ohwell , they just changed in contra . Otae in regular episodes is shown as strong woman . And . . in this movie , perhaps she getting weak or something .
As for Kondo , he is the respectful Commander of Shinsengumi~ despite of his crazy and funky attitude ^^;
But to see him locked inside a prison bar , it just rising the curiousity~!!
What happened to you , Kon-chan~!!? TT____TT
Most of my friends said he was upset with Otae's condition .
And now I'm trying to relate it with Timeskip Arc again~ to see Otae and Kondo married , as Kondo wished (-_-) , is it related ?? No deshou ? So I'll just wait for the movie to end this curiousity >___>
Credit to another blogger ^^
Ohyess !! I'm viewing Shinpachi and Kagura as Kirito and Asuna !
Credit to Gintama Confession tumblr ^^
Credit to a tumblr ^^
Much alike nee ??
Some said Hijikata become a betrayal . Some said he just proceed to the next level in National Police Agency . Some said he investigating on Tendoshuu and Joui~
And Shinsengumi no longer exist .
They said .
I just wrote what I heard >___>
TO END MY CURIOSITY , OF COURSE
Whatever it is , I was questioning on Tendoshuu or to be accurate , Oboro .
He was alive and Mukuro or Nobume-san was his ally ! So there should be no end for this ! I have to know how exactly Nobume-chan was before~ and how did Oboro being killed by Gin-chan~
IT IS ALL IN CURIOUSITY------ OF GINTAMA LOVER , like me :P
"// I said I want to stay in FnD . The only reason why I am considering about SE because my honour and respect for them to know my capability of achieving such opp . I know happiness won't last forever . I feel it now . For whatever happen in future , I'm ready for the risk . . . . of taking the less travelled path ."