Saturday, June 1, 2013

My Sullen

. . . growing up . . . life challenges . . . accept changes . . . even though I have parents with me , it feels so difficult to build my own life . While satisfying them .

. . . then , he must be really strong . . . living alone . . . surviving alone . . . . and I keep on being a brat . . . . he just need a little comfort , back then .

Did you leave . . with a smile ? Or are you still alive ?

. . . the same fear I had after finished SPM .

Which is my path ? 


Where will I go ? 


What will I face ? 


Who will I meet ? 


When will it last ?

The same question . . over and over again . . . the same after I graduated from Law . . . the same after graduated from Fashion .

There is another change . . . a huge change that I wanna make . . . but I'm afraid . . I won't be back .
Then I realize , even if I'm here , it's not as fun as before .

So better let it go .

It's me who should go .

Changes .

Options .

Challenges .

Life .

It consists too much .

Which is my path ?

Where will I go ?

What will I face ?

Who will I meet ?

When will it last ?

Till I die . These questions will be gone . Fate . Eternity .

If only he was here . If only life can be forever . Soon , everybody will die .
If I give up now , I'll die here . Earlier than others .

Convince me what's right . Tell me what's better . Assure me that everything will be alright .

Which is my path now ? Where should I go ? What are challenges in box ? Who will be my acquintance ? When will I get on reality ?

-shut eyes slowly-

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