Thursday, April 21, 2011

『星屑ユートピア』歌ってみた (Stardust Utopia)



Original / Romaji Lyrics

Kyou mo yozora ni ukabeta higenjitsu no naka 
Makkuro na KYANBASU ni hoshi wo egaku

Seijaku, meguru honnou to sugaru beki nanika 
Mata hibikiwataru tenshi no sakebi

Kanaderu himei wa haitoku no shirabe 
(Hakanaku  chiri yuku  sekai de) 
Kirei na hoshizora wo kirisaite furaseta namida

Mai-odoru hoshikuzu nagameta yoru wa  mada 
Waratteta Naite ita  Iki wo shite ita

Seijaku, nagareru jikan to mamoru beki nanika 
Utsuri konda fuan to ibitsu na tsuki

Egaita kibou wa musaishoku no hana 
(Hakanaku  chiri yuku  sekai de) 
Todokanu hoshizora miagete

Koborete shimaisou na hoshikuzu 
Kiete shimawanu you ni mamotteta 
Negatteta  shiawase datta

Moshi mo sora ga hagare ochite mo 
Nando demo nuritsubuseru kara 
Kono rasen no naka

Kanaderu himei wa haitoku no shirabe 
(Hakanaku  chiri yuku  sekai de) 
Kirei na hoshizora wo kirisaite furaseta namida 
Kagayaita omoi

Mai odoru hoshikuzu egaita kono machi de 
Waratteru  naite iru  ikite iru

Kyou mo mata yozora ni egaita higenjitsu 
Nani mo ka mo nogareyou no nai genjitsu 


English Translation

Today, too, I'm float in the night sky, shrouded in fantasies,
As I sketch more stars onto the pitch-black canvas.

Silence, returning instincts, something that I should rely on,
And once again an angel's yell echoing across from afar.

That angelic shriek was a melody of corruption,
(In this transient disintegrating world,)
As it cleaved the grand starry sky and made me shed tears.

On that night I was gazing at the dancing stardust,
As I laughed, cried, and breathed.

Silence, non-stopping time, something that I should protect,
Reflected uneasiness, and a distorted moon.

I sketched my hopes as colorless flowers,
(In this transient disintegrating world,)
As I looked up at the unreachable starry sky.

In order that the stardust won't fade away,
I kept my eyes on them, made my wishes, and felt very happy.

Even if the sky's color peels and falls off,
I will repaint it as many times as needed, within this spiral.

That angelic shriek was a melody of corruption,
(In this transient disintegrating world,)
As it cleaved the grand starry sky and made me shed tears.
Oh what brilliant feelings!

I was sketching the dancing stardust in this utopia,
Where I am laughing, crying, and living.
Today, too, I'm sketching fantasies onto the night sky.
This is a real world where nothing will ever escape from me.

Transliterated by Hikarin

Credits to http://www.animelyrics.com/doujin/vocaloid/hoshikuzuutopia.htm

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

カンタレラを歌ってみた (Cantarella)




Original / Romaji Lyrics

mitsumeau  sono shisen  tojita sekai no naka 
kizukanai furi wo shite mo  yoi wo satoraresou


yaketsuku kono kokoro  kakushite chikazuite 
toiki kanjireba  shibireru hodo


arifureta koigokoro ni  ima wana wo shikakete 
wazukana sukima nimo  ashiato nokosanai yo


miesuita kotoba dato  kimi wa yudan shiteru 
yoku shitta gekiyaku nara  nomihoseru kigashita


sabitsuku kusari kara  nogareru atemonai 
hibiku byoushin ni  aragau hodo


tatoeba fukai shigemi no naka suberikomasete 
tsunaida ase no kaori ni  tada okasaresou


arifureta koigokoro ni  ima wana wo shikakeru 
wazukana sukima  nozokeba


tsukamaete


tatoeba fukai shigemi no naka suberikomasete 
tsunaida ase no kaori ni  tada okasareteru





English Translation

Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world. 
Although you play dumb, I can almost feel your infatuation.


Hiding my burning heart, I approach you. 
Simply feeling my breath will be enough to paralyze you.


I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart. 
I won't leave a footprint in even the smallest crevice.


Thinking that my words are pure, you've let your guard down. 
Even if it were a potent poison, I had a feeling that you'd still drink it all down.


There's no place to escape from this rusty chain; 
the more you fight against the tickling of the clock's second hand, the harder it gets.


If I slip you into the deep bushes, 
you'll probably be violated by the scent of our mixing sweats.


I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart. 
I now peak into the small crevice,


and capture you.


I slipped you into the deep bushes, 
and you are now being violated by the scent of our mixing sweats.


Transliterated by ArtemisA



Credits for http://www.animelyrics.com/doujin/vocaloid/cantarella.htm

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Dad...~ I'm sorry.

ANasTasya's Post:

Dad...I'm sorry for offending you but please! I'm trapped here for all day long and you want me to lead a life without any connection? I've had an experience of that last week and boredom kills me. For once, please. You never allow me to go to meet my friends and enjoy my teens time outside so please let me have it through Internet. I'm not an angel to stay calm whenever you restrain me.


I know you wouldn't want to lose me and so am I. I know, someday, I'll walk away from this house and continue my journey at somewhere I don't know, for future. 


I know you want me to be a good girl, always be! 
But you should know, when I reach into IPTA, it's not you, mom and sisters who going to live with me inside dorm. I'll meet a various kind of human with multiple attitude. Your advices and pray will be my medicine there...and poison for lust of fun.


You just don't know how I feel. Trapped here with home chores....and alone. I don't know how to communicate with human except my family and folks. I'm bored and tired.


Please understand me...and I'm sorry.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Mozaic Role of Mine....


……lifeless………

Painful…….

……misery……depressation…….loss……

I feel so…lost. I lost myself…. I lost my love….. Serve you right, young woman, you are not deserve to be loved and love. I keep hearing that cruel statement in my ears.

Priestess…..maybe it just suit me very well. A girl who born to be a virgin and be an angel.

History has changed me more than much. The past…..the cruel past that taught me to ease my trust for human. A relationship that born in a sacred way, finally broken the bond into pieces….even an angel could just watch and cry.

Are you an angel? You are a kind-hearted person.

People always say that to me.

If only they know my fake smile and my broken heart for human, how I wish I can kill all people that had betrayed me and left me all alone, they will put evil behind my angel.

How I wish I can have someone who different gender to be loved…..?

……..because of my idiotic love, I play some tricks to fools. Now, it has created a tsundere inside me. The dark side of mine….the one who always cries but never put a lie….for every action that she take and make.

With the name of princess, she takes my whole life and pretend like mosaic role.

..no…I’m still here…..bleeding with pain….caused by betration and love……

…someone…..resist it….I love him…..why can’t I stop loving him and just put some love to guy who love me for who I am? No…I just want to be loved by someone who I love.

That’s all I want.

It’s all drama.

Drama of life….

You are the actress, Tasya. Play your role. Break a leg. Mind the showbiz.

Why must people hurting me?

It’s you who hurting yourself………..stop blaming people. It’s you and your idiotic love.

……….blinded by love………..

…that’s true…..

……………give up………..on him……………..now, our love has gone. Les deux…..disparaite!


Monday, April 4, 2011

Just Be Friends



Just Be Friends

All we gotta do is Just Be Friends.
It's time to say goodbye, Just Be Friends.
All we gotta do is Just Be Friends.
Just Be Friends, Just Be Friends.


Early morning yesterday it finally occurred to me.

Just like a puzzle where I had placed every single piece.

And now I don't know what to do-
Now that I see what we're both moving to-
Is this the point in time where we both prayed and hoped we'd be?

Somehow I knew that from the deepest reaches of my heart.
The hardest choice would be the choice that tears us both apart.
And now I know I can't ignore-
All the feelings that I've felt before-
I wonder why I never tried to tell you from the start?

Here in the world of ours that's slowly falling all around us
We're trying to move on, but it's the best we can do.
Our happiness fading- And smiles evading-
The truth within the lies.

Now all I hear are screams between us
resounding and bouncing the echoes throughout my mind.
Nothing is left, nothing remains at the end of the line.
At the end of our chain, we've both run out of time.
So was it fate that brought us together
only to remind us that love's not forever?
I said, 'You know, that's how it goes.'
'That's just the way that life is.'
So no regrets, baby don't fret.
You know I hate to see you cry.

Last Night a quiet moment helped me bring my thoughts around.
No sense in picking fallen petals up from off the ground.
This flower's past its bloom-
And you know that we can both assume-
Our time is gone, let's move along.
It was never meant to be.

Don't you remember the first summer it was all worthwhile?
Every moment that we spent together made you smile.
Arguments we won't recall-
With no regard to how we felt at all-
Our words were cruel we played the fool.
The end is on out minds.

And with every single day that passes slowly by us.
There's nothing I can do, nothing I can do for us.
I will always love you and I'll always think of you.
But I have to tell you now.

Oh, somewhere deep in my heart it's raining.
The clouds are remaining to drown me away from you.
I'm driven, but I've had enough.
Our broken heartache's still here.
It seems that no matter what, it simply won't disappear.
The bond between us has finally broken.
There's too much unspoken, we're falling so far apart.
Goodbye my love, it's done sweetheart.
Sayonara, it's the end.
It is time to depart and we will never look back, my friend.

Oh, this one time, just this one time.
If I could make a wish upon a fallen star.
If it came true, I'd stay with you.
Always forever you and I together~

Now all I hear are screams between us
resounding and bouncing the echoes throughout my mind.
Nothing is left, nothing remains at the end of the line.
At the end of our chain, we've both run out of time.
The bond between us has finally broken.
There's too much unspoken, we're falling so far apart.
Goodbye my love, it's done sweetheart.
Sayonara, it's the end.
It is time to depart, but you will always be my best friend.

Baby it's over for us now~
Just Be Friends~



ANasTasya's Post:

Feel...lifeless....just wake up from a sleep that full of misery and tears....I should move on...and keep move on.

~: Thanks for the memories. Now, I'll forget everything....everything... :~

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Now that You're Gone


Now that you're gone,

I dont really need to feel the pain of loving you,
Now that you're gone,
I dont really need to sit around and wait for you,
Now that our love is gone,
I dont really need to feel the pain of loving you.
Now that you're gone,
I dont really need to sit around and wait for you.

Never knew that love would come my way,
Untill the day you walked into my life,
Now you see that it ain't what isn't suppose to be,
You've change,You're strange,
Never smile when you call my name,
Oh, now you say you got the game on me,
That's just the way of saying you're a waste of time,
You lied i cried,You mean that you broke my heart,
Pack your bags get out of my life,
Now that you're gone...

[Chorus]

Dont say that you'll be there to comfort me,
Cos when it comes to love its mysery,
Made a fool for you,
Just like our mtv,
You smile i cried never knew what I felt inside,
Oh now you say that you got the game on me,
That's just the way of saying you're a waste of time,
You lied, i cried, you mean that you broke my heart,
Pack your bags get out of my life,

[Chorus]

Saving all my love for some who's loving me.

[Chorus]

ANasTasya's Post :
Now you have gone, now our love is over, I will not suffer for my one side love.

~: Thanks for let me know you....just go....I need to move on. :~